Life with Madi

Ugh.  I feel awful.  It usually helps to write about it.

Remember how last night I said I was looking forward to this weekend, even though I'm being pummeled with homework?  That statement is now false.  I am not looking forward to it.

It's little things that are beating me up, like the fact that I tried so hard to turn in my paper on time to my English teacher yesterday and simply forgot to turn it in online (which is apparently a big deal these days, because it's not complete if you have the hard copy in your hands or anything *please note the sarcasm*) so now it's late.  I've got 104 trig problems that I could have started on those snow days we had, but I'm incapable of doing anything until last-minute so I'm finishing those this weekend.  All of them.

I've got a butt-load of court cases to write about, which I also could have started last week, but I decided to watch River Phoenix movies instead.

I keep telling myself it's the stress of yearbook getting me behind, but I don't think that's it.  I think I'm just a slacker at general.  Which bothers me, because I do work at my education and I work at being intellectually respected and for me to just stop trying like this.....

Oh, God.  I'm going to suck at college.